Traditionally, queer spaces have been bars and clubs. Dark, underground spaces hidden away from prying eyes. Supposedly safe spaces. But when hen parties descend en masse, unregulated drugs circulate and even gunmen enter, can we really still call them safe? Were they ever actually safe? And what impact have these spaces had on our collective physical and mental health?
Recent reports by the NHS and Stonewall highlight that queer people continue to endure worse physical and mental health than heterosexuals, with access to healthcare being our biggest barrier.
Another element is substance abuse. We may use drugs or alcohol to block out trauma, to give us more confidence, to fit in, to heighten our pleasure, or because we are limited in what other spaces we can use socially. But the ramifications of this can leave us in exceptionally dangerous positions. Not only can the hangovers, come downs and prolonged use of substances leave us with anxiety and depression, but we may also put ourselves in vulnerable positions.
Ask a member of the general public what they think of gay people and/or our lifestyles, chances are they will call us hedonistic or reckless... But we were pushed into these spaces; what else did they expect? Why are we then demonised for our behaviours when we still aren't fully allowed to be ourselves anywhere else?
Having had a period of time reflecting my own relationship with alcohol, and reading accounts of those around me, I have become aware of a growing number of people living a life without drugs and alcohol, and an increasing desire for queer, sober spaces.
Additionally, in January 2023, the World Health Organisation (WHO) updated their advice to state that no amount of alcohol constitutes safe consumption.
I am in the very early stages of a new photographic project which will explore all of these issues and I am looking for people to participate. If you identify as queer and sober, I would love to talk to you.
There are no restrictions on how long you have been sober for in order to take part in this series, as long as you feel comfortable openly discussing your journey.
I welcome participants of all ages, genders, sexualities, races and body types.
Initially I will prioritise photographing people from London, Brighton, Liverpool, Manchester, Edinburgh and Glasgow BUT please do still get in touch if you are from elsewhere as I may be able to organise different locations depending on the interest.
All conversations will be kept 100% confidential until the participant decides to be involved with the project. Having an initial conversation does not commit you to anything and I am happy to answer any questions before you decide.
If you already know you wouldn't want to be photographed, but might be interested in informing my research with your experiences, please do get in touch and these conversations can be kept anonymous.
Please share with your networks as I'd love to reach as many people as possible!
Queer love,
Mhairi x